"I can’t believe it. 1 year. Today! I can’t believe we did it, i love you so much Wes<3 Through the ups and the downs we made it, This has been the best year ever! I love the memories we shared and i can’t wait to have more! I hate that we are miles away but i love that it made us appreciate each other more! I love that you surprised me last weekend and i can’t wait to see you on friday! Thank you for the amazing gift and thank you for being the guy you are! I love you! Happy 1 year anniversary<3"
Thats what i wanted to post. I could’ve gone on longer. But why? He barely said anything. Whats wrong with me? Why am i so upset right now? I don’t understand? Am i upset that he didn’t make me his profile pic? Am i upset that he didn’t post enough for our one year? Or Am i just upset cause this is one of the night where i don’t feel like i am good enough?
I see the way he talks to other girls, Not flirting, just talking. He has so much to say and the girls do too, he can connect to any girl on the spot, so why me? Why the fuck me?
Im tired of feeling alone, I’m tired of feeling like nobody really cares. Im tired of everybody not getting it. Im tired of everything.