Life suck ya know. It really does. Wanna know why? Cause people are gonna hurt you, they are gonna break their promises, they are gonna make you feel weak, they are gonna fuck with your feelings. But whats the good part of all that? It happens for a reason. Everyone that leaves your life, well maybe its a good thing they did. Maybe its a good thing that we all have the capability to move on. Because what we deserve is so much better than what we want. I don’t take losing people easily, no matter the person.. But ya know it feels great where i am right now, i have the people i need in my life. Id rather have them then anybody else.<3
I don’t know how to feel anymore, What to think. What to do. Im scared about talking to you soon. I don’t want my broken heart to get hurt. Im slowly gluing all the pieces back together, but if it break again there won’t be any repairing. I just don’t think i can handle it. I don’t think you understand how much I’m hurting. How much I’m dying inside. From crying every night to even sleeping on my floor. I can’t wait til i see you, its so far away. I don’t think i can do it, I’m not strong enough.